Sick~

Sorry guys.

Sorry I haven't uploaded anything lately, I'm not feeling to well at the moment.
I think I might be getting sick. I'm dealing with occasional headaches, cramps, and my stomach is really weird. It's growling and I have to use the bathroom all the time. So yeah.

Internship.

But nothing much is happening, Internship at the moment. I went HHX these last two days.
It's a business school, I've been have classes about different cultures, one English class, and the rest was economy and finance. It wasn't too bad, it jus weren't anything for me.
Tomorrow I'll be going to an international school called IB, to test it out. I hope I won't get disappointed. If I don't like the school I'm pretty much screwed, it's the only thing I sort of want in the future. I have no plans whatsoever.

This is so bothersome.

Birthday.

It's my birthday this Friday, but funnily enough I am not looking forward to it. I don't know why, I just don't see anything good coming out of it. I'll be going to school, come home and celebrate it with a family I don't particularly like, and get shitty presents.

 

Forever a Steve.

Hey guys~!

I'm kind of surprised I'm still remembering to blog after my long 'break'.
I was sure I would've forgotten to blog again by now. Mostly because nothing interesting ever happens in my life, which is kind of sad.
But anyway, I felt like I needed to blog and tell you guys about my day.

Ehm, let's see. Where do we start?

I haven't really been doing much today, I've been trying to pass time by gaming a bit of Kraven Manor but I lost interest after a few minutes despite the fact it's pretty cool game, then I listened to a lot of music and did some stalking on FB. I found this really cool Cain from Starfightercomics (To those of you know don't know the 'serie', shame on you!), and I really wanted to write and say something witty and intelligent but of course... since I'm such an awkward penguin I ended up sending a link to a Starfighter CMV, which the person already had seen. That was pretty much the entire conversation. I feel quite silly right now, and awkward. The Cain probably think I'm some weird creeper now. Heeeeelp meeeeee. I don't wanna be a Steve... (Steve: A creepy stalker type, also related to the monster "Grunt" in Amnesia the dark descent).

I'm sorry people I advised to talk to people. You were right. People are scary...

L.O.C - Lack Of Chocolate.

I'm out of chocolate, I've never cried so hard in my entire life. Someone... help.

My life will never be the same again.

Daniella and I.

Remembrance.

The entrance hall was large, well-lit and teeming with noisy costumed people. It smelled slightly of sweat and perfume in the air, but no one seemed to pay attention to it. In the midst of it all, we stood, Daniella and I. Daniella was wearing her Naruto Cosplay consisting of some orange pants, a blue T-shirt and an orange vest, and I in my Sasuke Cosplay, white shorts, and a blue T-shirt. She looked so sweet and lovely. I remember it all like it was yesterday . My so-called friends were laughing as they pushed us together again and again. We were both all flushed and shy at the moment. It was the first time we met each other face to face. A huge step for both of us . My smallest friend Miriam , was the first who broke the awkward silence between us by clapping her hands and squeal loudly, "Kiss her!" I glanced over at Daniella as she stood there by my side, quite shy and blushy. Just like me . We looked at each other for a few seconds before our lips met in a quick and rather clumsy yet passionate kiss. None of us are sure what we expected. When our lips parted , it was as if the ice between us had been broken and boundaries moved slightly. Now it suddenly didn't seem so scary to kiss her anymore, but more exciting and new. Something I wouldn't mind doing again . And I did, many times and I enjoyed every single moment of it. We broke away from the others and spent all our time together, just the two of us. We learned important qualities about each other and had deep meaningful conversations about everything between heaven and earth, while being able to joke with each other at the same time. We were all over the place, playing around, getting new amazing friends, and so on. We managed to create a unique bond from the very beginning, and this bond is something I will cherish and protect for ever and ever. One of the days when we were sitting in the cafeteria, she was fiddling with her phone and suddenly I received a message. A love confession. With a racing heart I told her that I felt the same way as my hand found her's under the table and squeezed it shyly. She returned it. I brough her home with me, and we were up late , talked about our childhood , fun memories , and cuddled all night long. She told me that I had held her all night, the following morning. I felt the time passed too quickly and the three days we had each other was running up. It was time to say goodbye to her. It was painful to see her step into the car , the girl I had spent the last 72 hours with, disappearing. I didn't want to let her go . I wanted her to stay with me and always by my side desperately. At school and as well as at home. I was in love

Delayed St. Martins day & Homework.

Yo whaddup bitches? So Wednesday it was St. Martins day but we didn't get to celebrate it at my place, so today we went to my aunt's place to celebrate it, I'm not really a big fan of 'old-fashioned' food, especially not my aunt's. I managed to force down some food though, but when she brought out the rice pudding I had to pass. I really dislike it, even though I like presents and stuff. I remember when I was a kid and my parent's would secretly pass the almond to me so I wouldn't have to eat THAT much. Mh~, life was good man.

But today I haven't really done anything, as I wrote yesterday all my friends are busy today, so I've been doing my homework. Ahahahaha, it wasn't really any fun at all but at least I didn't get disturbed? Not that I would've minded it though. I miss them already. But I managed to finish and assignment that's due to midnight tonight - I hadn't really started on it. It's about me and Daniella and how we met. If you guys are lucky I'll consider bothering to translate it later tonight, I'm bored as fuck anyway.

Right now I'm talking with my Ototou (Little brother) Daniel on Skype, even though I'm tired as hell at the moment, he's wide awake though. Ototou, if you're reading this. Go to bed. *Overprotective Aniki (Big brother, more commonly referred to if you're close) mode engaged* PS: I love you, you little shit.

Haha yes.

I drew him. YOU BETTER APPRECIATE IT OTOTOU.

Sorry!

Ahahaha, I'm so freakin' sorry. I totally forgot I had a blog! - This is so embarrassing.
Well, here's an update on my life! - Note these will be used as headlines !

- Me and Daniella is still going on strong, 1 year and a half year! Whoop Whoop!
- I'm in high school now!
- I'm still a strawberry obsessed 'Mofo'.

I believe that's about it, honestly.

Me and Daniella. Well, as mentioned above, me and Daniella are still going on strong! We don't see each other that often anymore but it's alright! Distance doesn't matter as long as two hearts are beating together. I miss her a lot at the moment. If it weren't because she was going to visit some our friends (Ryan and Nadia) I would've invited her over. Unfortunately I can't afford to join since it'll be way to expensive..
BABY COME BACK! LET ME LOVE YOU!?
- I've been watching Sasunaru CMV's most of the evening since we cosplay them. now I miss her even more. "Cmv's wat r u doin'? CMV's... Stahp"

High school.
I assume you guys want to hear about my high school and such now, right?
Well, when I first started I pretty much avoided everyone cause I was scared to death, I really don't like crowds. But I managed to survive and now got a few friends. I have Emil, Mogens (also known as M&M), Benjamin and Weasley. At least they're the ones I'm most comfortable with, there's a few others who likes to talk with me, but I don't really like.. Sorry peeps.

Strawberry Mofo.

                            

 

WHY IS THE STRAWBERRY SEASON OVER?! *Throws a tantrum*